What to do, what to do?

Don't get me wrong... I LOVE being a mom. But these past few days have been hellacious. Becca has started this "I don't want to go to bed or nap more than 1 hour during the day" stage. Which is totally ridiculous and I feel like it's not normal. Of course, I can't talk to her dad about it because he never has to deal with her. The last time he even had her overnight was... February. Yep. 4 months ago. Yep he complains about his fiancee's daughter dad not getting her (she's 7) as often as he should. I think someone needs to set some priorites. And this is exactly the reason I didn't want him in her life. I almost forgot. I guess in a way Ryan did the same thing, even when Becca and I lived with him.

I also just want to say I HAVE THE BEST ROOMATE IN THE WORLD!!! She helps me with Becca so so so much!! And I can't wait to move to Evansville in the next month or so. Getting pretty excited. I am so happy some of the pieces are starting to fall in place for me and Becca. All the bad is always worth all the good.

Also for those who do read this, a girl on one of my baby chatting boards had her little girl today, and even though she's only a week early, she's in the NICU, so please send up a prayer or positive thought for the McDowell family. I'm sure she will greatly appreciate it!