Bad Mommy :)

I've been a bad blogger in the last month. I keep promising myself I'm going to start keeping up on it, but seriously... too much to do!!! I've been staying up with my homework at school, and of course playing with Becca as much as possible!!!!! She's talking more every day, and she rolls her eyes now. Such attitude. Reminds me of that Brad Paisley song (of course his is about father son) but it says "It's safe to say that I'm gonna get my payback if he's anything like me." And with her...that is the truth.. :)

Onto other things: I AM GETTING MARRIED IN 85 days!!! Holy cow!! Seriously freaking out right now!! Yep, that's right in 85 days I will be Mrs. Patricia Heard <3>

This weeks news... I lost my keys so I have to have new ones made. Because I am an idiot. lol. I dont know what happened. But I guess it's ok. At least they can make me a new one. Oh, and I cut my hair again. :)

I dont think there's anything else interesting going on, Becca's birthday is in less than a month, and I'm sad that she's growing up so fast. Guess it's time to have another ;)

Crazy Happenings...

I founf out Becca's sister Cryslynn is allergic to our cat. So we moved all of the cat stuff to Meg and I's bedroom. It is working out okay for now.

Becca is doing MORE growing up!!! It won't stop!! It just amazes me the new things she learns every day. Today she wanted me to "Help please" and then told me "thank you" when I helped her. She demands my attention constantly! The only thing that gets to me is when I know she knows her words, and then DOESN'T USE THEM!!! But she'll learn.

A small vent I have now: I love my boyfriend, but I don't think he understands how DRAINING kids are! He texts me ALL DAY and when I don't answer within like 10 minutes unless I tell him I am in class he seems to freak out. Not to mention the JEALOUSY!! I am friends with a lot of my exes, not to mention a lot of guys in general. They are exes for a reason and he doesn't get that sometimes. But I still know he's THE ONE. They say when you meet the one you just know. And it was just that very first moment when my heart stopped... I just knew.

And now, update on school: still good. Stressing me out, but good. AND I have a job interview friday!!!

Keri told me to update my blog...

so here's a new post. School is going FANTASTICALLY!! I'm sure that's spelled wrong but at the moment I'm exhausted so I don't care. I love my classes! My first class is mostly reading but out of class activities we do for homework are sorta fun. My cirriculum in the classroom class is awesome, we have fun in there ALL day EVERY day. Well Tuesday/Thursday for an hour LOL. My Health class seems like it's going to be fun, and math...well it's math. I hate Math XL, but I've made new friends already everywhere, so it all balances out.


I also have a WONDERFUL new guy in my life....Alan....he's the second best thing that has happened to me, besides being a mom, because that is ALWAYS first. He makes me feel happy and wanted and special, and that's all I've ever needed. He's proud of me for getting my degree and thinks I'm a great mom, and can't wait to have a family. I just know it's right... I never thought I'd say that in my life, but it's true what they say...when you know...you just know.

Other news, I had a sensitive surgery that went well, no details needed if you don't already know about it. But now I'm just waiting to go back in October and make sure everything is ok.

Last but not least.... BECCA IS TURNING 2 NEXT MONTH!!!! I can't believe it. She's so grown up already, it makes me SO sad. She loves to read and draw and play music and dance, she's just a mover and shaker. I can't wait to watch her grow more. And that's the news for now folks.... :)