Luke Wilford Jackson has arrived!!!

Today, my bestie had her little boy - finally!!! He's a bundle of awesome and I'm so proud of her!!! He was 7lbs 6oz and 20 1/2inches long. And boy was he in a hurry to get out!!! She had to have a C-section because he was was trying to escape early. Her and hubby are ecstatic and can't wait to start their lives as parents!!!! Happy Birthday Luke!!!!

The last week...a rollercoaster...

( My Fave pic of Becca from Louisville Zoo)

This last week has been a rollercoaster spinning out of control. I just wish a freaking job would fall in my lap. I was almost desperate enough to go ask my old boss for my job back at Becca's daycare. Now I liked that job, it's just I know there are a lot of rumors going on about why I lost my job there and I don't want to deal with all the drama. Then again, it's better than no job at all.

Becca's been sick this week. Her cold is coming out of her eye again to where it LOOKS like she has pink-eye (but she doesn't) and her cough is back. We went to my brother's senior Christmas Concert for choir last night. It was cool, although Becca had no intention of holding still. And she kept shoving her fingers down her throat like she was bulimic. I don't know where she decided to learn that, but it so wasn't from me.



Next week, I don't know what's going on. Brett and Amy want her on Thursday but that's Ryan's day, but Ryan wants her for his family Christmas party...but I'm not sure I'm ready to just let him be alone with her away from me at this point. All I know I do want is for everything to work out in her best interest, because life is about her now, and I love her so much.

Not Ready for This....

I'm going through a lot right now. Today I was told by my mother that she didn't think I was doing the very best I could be doing as a mother, and that Ryan was going to try and take Becca away from me. Oh how I cried. I may not be the best mother in the world, but I do love my daughter. More than life itself. And this just devestates me that he would do this to me. I guess it's because I didn't listen when he was trying to talk to me, but to top it all off, he's also trying to buy my parents house. I didn't realize how low I could feel until all of this information hit me today. I will be up most of the night thinking, going through things and cleaning. I just can't believe this is almost happening to me....

My first post! Yay!!

Wow, my first blog post. You know, I always thought to myself "I need to create a blog and actually keep it updated." This way I will, since I have a wonderful thing to be blogging about: My beautiful daughter, Miss Becca Lynn.

It's been a crazy couple years since I found out about her, went through a pregnancy and gave birth. And even through all the heartache and stress and sleepless nights, I wouldn't trade it for the world.

There have been some hard times. She has this shriek that could wake the dead, and will do it for absolutely no reason (she's a kid, I do realize, but I just don't understand it). She wouldn't sleep without me for the longest time, and she just started REALLY sleeping through the night this month. (12 hrs...normally)

I know times are going to get harder, but for now, in this introduction, this is my daily life as Becca's Mommy. :)