-Tired of no job
-tired of being tired
-Tired of everything annoying me
-Tired of not knowing what the frack is going on with my body
-Tired of always worrying about money
-Tired of feeling like I made the wrong decision by moving out again
Breathe in. Breathe out. Relax.
The rest of my blog will be about happy things. I am amazed every day at how grown up Becca is becoming. Today she moved to a two year old room. I cried when I left the daycare. I love my little baby she is growing up to fast. She learns new things so easily now. She's in the stage where once she sees someone do something she has to try, or immitates them. She likes to hold her pencils while she's coloring and get down on the page like she's "writing" instead, which I find absolutely hilarious. She sleeps through the night now with no binkie. She loves to swim, is trying to potty train, and is getting better at listening when we tell her not to play on the stairs or go into a room where we don't want her to be. She's been spending a lot more time with her dad and "stepmom" and sister. She enjoys that a lot I can tell.
This week has been such a blur already. Leslie is coming in tonight to chill, party, hang out, and have a blast. Then tomorrow I have a GYN appointment to get some stuff taken care of. Hopefully he can answer a lot of questions for me.
I am exhausted all the time, and I am not sure why. I miss some of the people I used to spend a lot of time with. I feel like everyone is growing up and I'm stuck. Friends are married and moving away, and here I am single with my kid living in Evansville still. But hey, life could be so much worse.
And now for your viewing entertainment...
Her and Cryslynn... they really do look a lot alike. C just has a fat face and B is so super skinny from being all hyperactive. C is lazy.
Becca in the bath. She LOVES to splash and goes crazy when I let her. We are working on not splashing all over the bathroom while still being able to splash. She'll get it one day.
Last but not least, Becca getting a drink at the pool. She loves swimming, she's such a water babby.
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