Today I went and got my books for school!!!!!!! I can't wait to start!!! Also, busy busy week ahead. I need to get everything else I need (bookbag and etc) plus send in stuff to the social services office, and make an appointment for child car voucher renewal, and rearrange furniture. All while going though all this crap. I just wish it was over.
I feel.... lost sometimes. Like I know I am doing as much as I can right and doing it for Becca, but people think I'm so selfish, like I'm doing it for myself and then her. I moved to Evansville for US, and so she could be closer to her dad. I took away a year of her time with him because I thought it was best for her, and I was wrong. But it keeps getting thrown in my face by family and friends.... everyone but him. HE understands why I did it, why can't everyone else???!!! I am trying my best to provide what's best for her, make decisions that are right for her... and it just kills me when people don't see that. I love my little girl, and I wouldn't do anything EVER to intentionally put her in danger or not think a decision through.
Side note...it is FREEZEING in this house. FREEZING. And we got new neighbors, and they seem snobby. College girls. it's a wonderful thing. I'm sure my other neighbor is thrilled since she specifically asked for non college kids. I need my milkshake. That's all for now...
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