December 10, 2009

Not Ready for This....


I'm going through a lot right now. Today I was told by my mother that she didn't think I was doing the very best I could be doing as a mother, and that Ryan was going to try and take Becca away from me. Oh how I cried. I may not be the best mother in the world, but I do love my daughter. More than life itself. And this just devestates me that he would do this to me. I guess it's because I didn't listen when he was trying to talk to me, but to top it all off, he's also trying to buy my parents house. I didn't realize how low I could feel until all of this information hit me today. I will be up most of the night thinking, going through things and cleaning. I just can't believe this is almost happening to me....

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